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Friday, April 01, 2005

damn!! wad a sad day man..tot that could go back Ping Yi for their Sports Day at Bedok Stadium to kinda enjoy myself as well as see Mdm Pang..who knows, didn;t even see her and ended up have to do sai gang the whole afternoon there..

i wonder why NPCC need cadets for when they have CIs be their guard dog at the gates not allowing outsiders to come in and Ping Yians to go out without permission..hey man we are just going by the book man..just freaking instructions from the teachers and me jocelyn and firdaus have to be victims to the Students' verbal abuse..hmm examples like stupid guard dogs, NPCC useless, wah..police i scared ah later take gun out and shoot me ah..hai we oso no choice, if we jus let the sec 2s be at the gate themselves they sure kena bullied wan..instead of walking around and checking everything is alrite we ended up doing the duty ourselves..

one incident whereby this ger came up to us begging and pestering us to let her go out saying wad outside a lot of pai kias later they beat you..wad??!!...i replied i scared pai kias ah..then she walked away..Ping Yians are getting worserer and worserer by the batch man..the whole sports day was not very nicely organised..students are just walking around as and when they like and they can even go down all the way to the track..since when could we do that 2 yrs back..not that i wanna say the teachers but they oso like a bit no use like tt...allowing the students to do wadever they wan...they are jsu show offs showing others that they dare to come up to us and challenge us..climb gate somemore..i had hoped that they break an arm or sprain their ankles in bid of getting in or out..i sound mean ya??..but who cares...the teachers dun..can u picture it??..3 CIs with a whole big bunch of students surrounding us and shouting at us to open the gates..well we couldn't care anymore..we jus opened the gates and let them rush out like mad DOGS!!..after a tiring day we dun even get some words of appreciation from any of the teachers..wad's the world coming into??

gave the cadets a lecture after the whole thing..esp the Sec 3s..no sense of responsibility at all..why dun they seem to understand..hai..really can't find the energy to go back Ping Yi for NP liao...i'm getting tired...esp after 6 yrs in NP..taking my first Sec 1 batch watching them grow into NCOs, watchign them graduate from Ping Yi...now that my sousin told me Mdm Pang might have become a part-time teacher already..hai..the systems at Ping Yi is really not favouring the CCAs not just NP...so wad if every yr the results are better than the previous, i seriously think there's a problem with the upbringing of the students in Ping Yi...i jus hav that kinda feeling that after this batch of graduating students are gone..i can't imagine wad kind of a school Ping Yi will turn into...jus another school with lots of pai kias in it??..i dunno...dun really have much of any energy left to think about wad might happen...jus hafta find reasons to lete myself go back..i can't let NPCC fall under my years..not after so much that had happened before..~sigh~

*counting down 3 days to chalet*

you didn't and never will know, the feeling was there and never changed...even till now..