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Thursday, May 19, 2005

well..so i'm back from my genting trip..i wonder why i was so enthusiastic bout it in the first place...did i even forget why i hated that place..why??? cos when i was younger, i was always left behind by myself when my mum and dad went to the casino...

wad in the hell made me think that this trip would be different...i was sooo DUMB...i'd be fair...i had fun times but the frustrations and waiting in vain got the better of me...i was hot-tempered and annoyed most of the time up there...once i had to wait outside the casino for about an hour for my sister and her fren to go into the casino and get my parents out for lunch..oh so they went inside, got themselves some free milo and coffee to drink..and they were curious so they too decided to try their luck at the slots machines...well..EXCUSE ME!!! I AM OUTSIDE THE CASINO LOOKING LIKE A FOOL WAITING...and dun mind me BUT I HATE WAITING!!!!!so wad if i had my gameboy with me..my mum said i so clever, brought the gameboy with me so that i wouldn't be bored..but hey..i went up to have fun and relax..not to play gameboy and get pissed off..

oh well..everyone knows that the food up there is so damn freaky EX...so i bought a plate of mixed dish rice from curry house at a whopping RM20 over bucks....and they could happily sit there and say "i would have settled my meal in the casino for over RM3 bucks!!!"oh well so SHUT UP already...why can't they understand that when they say these kind of things it's really hurting cos they keep living me alone outside...

when i told my colleagues that i slept at around 8pm++, they were shocked..HUH??u go genting to sleep so early ah was the response...wad was i to do...my whole family was in the casino..so i entertained myself by sleeping la!!..

u noe wad my mum said..u can go in wan..they won't check wan..well, i guess she really dun understand me very well...i DUN LIKE the feeling of being ousted out when found out that i sneaked inside..and she still could laugh at my comment..

hey man...it's not as if i dun like them going to the casino noe...of cos when they win some money i'm happy for them but for heaven sake dun always make me wait like a fool..!!how dumb was i to think that after so many years they would finally know how i feel.. well it was a case if history repeating themselves..it jus makes me tear everytime i think of it..

so i made up my mind...i'm not gonna go up to Genting with my Family for another 3 yrs...they can jolly well go without me until i'm 21..i'm not gonna be an idiot again..

jus so u know..everythime we went for a cruise trip, the same thing happened..they would all go off to the casino while i'll be entertaining myself walking around aimlessly or catching repeat shows at the theatre or jus chillin' by the pool and hitting the sack early..but it's not gonna happen again...cos i'm 18 already!!..

ok..another half hour before the timetable is out..i'll post pics if i'm in the mood..