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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

sigh~..

no trainings this week cos Coach is away on holiday..MUST TRAIN HARD in the holidays even though i'll be having attachments, i made a promise to myself that i will go to all trainings and not slack off, i know my limits, the reason why i lost the crucial match in the previous IVP was due to the lack of competiton experience and confidence. Hai, the tot of that fateful day still runs thru my mind from time to time, if only i had won the match against NUS, anyone would have said that i've had it, i was 2 sets up, yet i could let my opponent get to me in 5 sets. We might have gotten 3rd place because the win over NUS will certainly be a morale booster for our Team especially against our arch rivals SP!!.. people coming to trainings are getting lesser and lesser, and i still harbour on the thought that the girls will come back and work hard together with me after their attachments ends. i'm still keeping the hope alive.. no way am i letting history repeat itself...

i noe its been months since that day but the thought still runs thru my mind..hai..wad to do..

2 more days ppl...2 more days and we'll be saying bye to those reports!!...they will be going up the elevator to the rooms of our respective tutors..or pigeon holes...strive on!!!..oh damn!!..i hope i'll not be sent to some retail outlets doing sales for SIP man..if not i'll regret not fufilling SIP requirements at Scoopz instead..pay higher, time more flexible...oh shoot!!...better start praying..anywhere will do...just not a retail outlet doing stuffs somewhat similar to what i've been doing for the past 2 yrs...

yea..going swimming tmr..needa seriously lose some weight man..but i've been saying this for too long..need to take some actions!!..

sorry that u can't join us tmr steph!!..another time k!!??