Saturday, October 15, 2005

NPCC

I went to Ping Yi Sec's website today..clicked the CCA section, the last time it was updated was 2004. List of Cadet Inspectors' names..mine isn't on it..

how did i feel??..
should i be sad??
after so many years of dedication and sacrifices, my name isn't even worth a mention? i dunno what to think anymore, maybe as long i know that somehow i do still care of how the unit is doesn't really matter anymore..

for those of u who know me, u should know, how many times did i say NO to any of you with regards to anything at all, because of NPCC committments..??how many times?? i've lost count myself..

wad more can i say?...last yr of poly already..very soon my service will officially end, regardless whether our names are mentioned or not, i dare say this, the SOLE reason why Ping Yi Npcc is still standing today is because of all the yrs of sacrifices made by dedicated individuals..who are they??..they are Cadet Inspectors of Ping Yi Sec..past & present.

maybe i can even say that i'm actually ashamed of myself that NP is crumbling..oh why oh why??

i dunno i dunno...ATC is coming...i should go and help even though i think non of our teacher officers can make it..i guess their holidays are more important than NP then..

...maybe, just maybe, it's time to let go??...

puppy love @ 12:36 PM