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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i miss..

1) Precious time spent with my family..
2) Life in TP
3) Table tennis training sessions..all the laughters and after game dinner sessions at coffeshop..
4) Competitive matches
5) Time spent as a team, the bond we had was incredible
6) Frens
7) Home-cooked meals

i'm having a miserable time at work, my wrist hurts, my legs are sore when i wake up in the morning..why am i making myself so hurt and injured. i see my parents for less than an hour each day.im'each day i wake up and have to go to work..

i only get to eat dinner at home twice a week..one off day and one half morning shift..with off days..i hav to split between family and frens..wanna spend it with angels but with our own life it's so hard to meet up..i missed the time we used to have..the periods of ban mian dinner at Bedok are short but blissful..i love their presence around me...i hope next week's dinner date is on..even though there might only be 5 of us..

i'm sad having to put up with shitty customers..they piss me off yet i have to flash my million dollar smile at them but they dun seem to care..

i'm thinking of bringing forward my studies date..to march..only to think that it's 7 months away..how am i going to cope in australia without mum and dad..it's gonna be hard.. 7 more months to cherish the ppl around me before i go into a total different environment..if i bring it forward to march..how??

have to settle my citizenship thing fast..then again if the uni application is approved and i need to study 2 yrs i will hav to revaluate my choices in singapore again..my parents made it clear that they can only afford 1 and a half yrs plus my own savings..and i clearly noe my limits too..will try to save wad ever i can to lessen their burden..

hav to really thank my uncle for revealing the fact that he's willing to partly support me financially and i noe that my parents dun wanna owe him much..hai..will see..

if i bring it forward to march, i will be short of 3 months salary..how??..

there is not a day i do not think of school, study, money australia..when??..

it's driving me crazy..i look so haggard nowadays..so tired out from work..it's a tough job..why am i still there??..i dunno..

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Shitty day man..bloody FARKER!!..

was @ work today..some people..never learn to respects others, especially those that are in the service line, it doesn't mean that one serving you is your servant, he/she is merely doing you a service. No one gave you the right to shout at them or be nasty and bark at them when they did nth wrong, bloody unreasonable. If you wanna bark at somebody go bark at your dog or wadever, or maybe not, cos dogs deserves better too..

today is an unhappy ranting..stuffs below happened in Chinese (rough scenario). It's over so can't really recall exact happenings

Me: Hi, can i help.
Pathetic piece of shit (PPS): can i get 2 cups of mango.
me: (Proceeds to scoop ice-cream)
PPS: wad's the price of the cone?
Me: It's the same as the cup
PPS: SO SAME IS WAD PRICE?
Me: It's 2.80 lo
PPS: I dunno ma. I never come before. I dun like ur attitude, where's ur supervisor.
when she said that i was like thinking in my head all the vulgarities i have ever known man...and was about to say i'm the supervisor..wad u wan..but it's ok, i kept my cool though i was already boiling inside..
Me: (puzzled) i jus merely answered ur question, i didn't know that you didn't know the price.
PPS: (shouting) YOU THINK MA!!..(in chi is NA SHI NI YI WEI MA with finger pointing)
in the tone that she's speaking she think she talking to her wad?..that i'm dumb??fucking bitch!!
woah, she nearly made me blew my top man, shouting at me for no rhyme or reason, excuse me, my service has always been good, being polite and friendly to customers, wad the fuck is wrong with her.
Me: oh, sorry, i made a wrong assumption, it was wrong of me to assume that you noe the price.
PPS: (paid and left with her sorry looking asshole face)

P.S usually people just wanna know if there's a difference in price in the cone or the cup so if there's no difference when i said it was the same wad the hell was she thinking when she was yelling at me...and also if i was in my last month of work i might jus tell her off man..but i still wanna hun around for 10 mths so gotta control

hello, i apologised mainly because being in the service line, i have to tolerate this kinda nonsense, but it does not necessarily means that i am in the wrong, and the fact that i've been brainwashed with the dumb rule No. 1 that Customer is always right and even dumber rule N0. 2 if ever the customer is in the wrong reread rule No. 1

bloody fark, show no respect at all to people in the service line. doesn't mean that you have abit of money u can treat us like SHIT man..but it's ok..i've cooled down at the end of the day..
cos, i always remember the I'm Better Off rule:

1) i'm better cos i am younger than the bitch
2) i'm better because i apologised and made her look like a fool
3) i'm better cos i think i have a higher salary than hers which will go higher after i further my studies
4) i'm better cos i dun bark at people and be unreasonable to people that's doing me a service, i respect people in the service line, i always say thank you and please, when asking for a favour
5) i'm better cos i'm better educated than her so i know my manners
6) i'm better cos she looks like an old hag while i look vibrant and young
7) and lastly, I'M BETTER COS I LOOK BETTER THAN HER!!!...
mwahahaha

jus dun let me see her on the streets, i might jus burst out laughing at her..hahahahaha.. i will not stoop down to her level and do the same nasty things to her when i see her or if she's too in the service line..cos i won't gen ta yi ban jian shi..come to think of it..i dun even remember what her sorry looking face looks like..

thank god for 90% of the other nicer customers that i've served and acknowledged the service they receive from me..they make me forget about those dumb people that dunno how to respect others...

i'm BETTER therefore i'm HAPPIER!!!