footprints

Friday, September 22, 2006

sometimes i do wonder if people understand me at all?? my likes & dislike? why i do certain things, go out or dun go out with certain people..do you know why i get upset over wad people might feel that it's a small thing?? i really don't know, sometimes i get so confused? who really knows me? i dun think anyone can give me a straight answer. not even myself. when it can make me upset means that i care about it?..anyone with similar sentiments?..

6 or 7..anyone cares?? why was i upset?? why??? anyone who truly understands??

ah..jus blabbering nonsense..

take for example work, it makes me sad, happy, accomplished, self-satisfied, frustrating and sometimes so damn annoying and angry i jus wanna kill myself or jus for once quit..but here i am still here in the ice cream shop after so many yrs...

jus today, i did kinda a interview in place of Boss cos he's not in..it's a feature article on scoopz, asked the lady which issue will it be out on..she said it'll be out in the week after next's issue of 8 days so keep a lookout everyone..

i felt happy after that, never had a real interview thingy, never would've imagined myself doing the introducing of the flavours..how they are made and how they are unique, i used to hear Boss say that to all the people who has interviewed him before, who would've known that i could do it too. a colleague told me that she was admiring the fact that i could speak with ease and confidence with the writer, which is something she is still working on..i kinda agree, i used to be afraid to really speak up but i guess it happens to everybody, growing up i mean. THAT's WHY i miss TP!!!..i learnt all my precious stuffs there!!..

still haven't found a suitable time to let boss know that i'm going for further studies..

4 more days to Taiwan!!..JIA YOU SAU MUN!! dun let unhappy stuffs get u down!!!have fun in TAIWAN and come back more refreshed and ready for new challenges..