Saturday, January 13, 2007

it's 2:44AM rite now..can't get to sleep so thought i'd blog instead..

life's pretty fucked up sometimes, my room's a mess, my life's a mess, i feel like i'm one person outside and when i'm home, i'm another..ARGH!!! so frustrating..

i'm suppposed to be working a 12 hours shift later and yet i can't fucking get to sleep!! so much on my mind lately, am i getting pre-departure jitters?? in about 6 more weeks i'll be moving on to a totally new environment experiencing different things..i wonder how it'll turn out..

i dunno wad to do..

i can't foresee the future, i dun wanna let it have a chance of progressing, not a single percent of probability that it's gonna go further, i dun wanna start anything that will make the both of us miserable for 1 and a half yrs..and yet..hai..so vexed..

puppy love @ 2:44 AM